let me just start by saying, hello: my name is cheryl and i really have nothing interesting going on in my life right now. mostly my time is filled with cooking, cleaning, LBing, wifing and doing art. (yes, i do realize that laundry was left out of that list...not because i don't do laundry, but because i hate it so much that i didn't feel it deserved to be on there.) and you know what? i kinda feel like my life is pretty amazing. probably because i live with 2 of the coolest guys that have ever lived AND get to call them my own and keep them forever.
what hasn't been so amazing is the pain that has accompanied this 2nd pregnancy the last few weeks. i have been doing way more than my share of laying on heating pads, sleeping and the worst: whining to my husband...who has been so amazingly supportive about it all. have i mentioned lately how much i adore him? anyways, we have an appointment next friday with a new doctor, so we'll see what she thinks can be done. it's always scary switching doctors with my medical background. i worry that they won't grasp the full extent of my injuries, that they will think i'm exaggerating the pain, etc etc. but i'm trying to be optimistic about it and i'm really hoping that she will be every bit as good as the one i had for LB. in the meantime i made a list for myself on the to-do list on our fridge and i read it a hundred times a day as a reminder to not let it overwhelm me. it doesn't always work, but it sometimes helps. and i'm not going to lie, despite all the pain, i still say that being pregnant is the most amazing feeling in the entire world...
in other news, nate has helped me set up an art area in our main room, complete with a high 8 foot ikea art table that LB won't be able to reach for a long time and my old comfy/high chair from art school. i just LOVE it. i was going to wait to show photos until it was totally completed and organized, but then i decided that i would probably always have something i wanted to change, so i'll just show it again if i make additions. i would like to mention, however, that the wire hanging from the wall is not going to stay that way for long. it's a photo wire that i got from ikea that our lame paper-thin apartment walls won't support. we have plans for it though...just you wait and see.
here's a little closer-up shot of the business side of it all...the pinwheels are going to be moved into our bedroom soon but for now they are way up there so that LB doesn't poke his eye out with them. also, notice...in very un-cheryllike fashion i have learned to decorate with plain white walls. kinda fun.
and here is a closer up of the art. the thing that i made of my parents and LB is actually a jewelry holder from forever 21, and the little book beside it was a gift i gave to nate the night before our wedding. (you can see it close-up and the inside here.)
in tragic ametewee news, our brand new external harddrive seems to have died. devastating to me because all the photos i have taken in the past 10 years or so were just transferred onto it. i am praying so so hard that someone, somehow will be able to retrieve them for me. we are hoping that the warranty covers this sort of thing, especially because it was so new that i hadn't even backed it up yet. nate thinks that it can be fixed, but i panic a little everytime i think about it.
as a direct result, however, i've been making more cards. i have a few photos printed both from the wedding and everyday life, and i realize that alot of them are online somewhere or on friends' computers, but i don't really have that liberating feeling when i go to create that i might just find the exact photo that inspires me at that moment. which brings me back to cards. something i'm not that great at, but i have been attempting more and more lately. a little bit in an effort to get all my wedding thank-yous out before the next century, and a little due to the photo tragedy. and although i don't usually photograph them, i did remember to take a couple shots of this simple one i did for my grandma. i was attempting at ruffles, but i don't think that they are normally stapled so i'm going to go ahead and call it a fail. she'll love it though.
and i leave you with a link to the most amazing new show ever. it just premiered tonight and it follows the buyer for anthropologie around the world hunting flea markets for cool anthro worthy stuff. i want to be him. well, i want to be me with his job. the show is called man travels globe and is on the sundance channel. i had to stop halfway in because i found myself coveting his job so much i thought i might die. i'll have to finish it later when i'm feeling less of a jealous spirit in me.
and with that i'd like to just say goodnight, gentle readers, and thank you for reading my latest book about nothing...